we all used to be so inspired. every moment was leading to bigger and brighter things. it was as if each day i could feel the future getting closer, and i couldn’t catch my breath - it was exhilarating. we were going to fly away, we were going to be what nobody else could be, we were going to accomplish such beautiful things. the future came and changed it all. once again i can’t catch my breath, and it’s exhausting.